Randomness

HI!!! ~This is for the kids from Hawkesdale~
CT is pretty coll, but get boring. The most fun thing to do is go to the mall, write on the cp, and hang out with friends.
The only unique thing in our schoool is the teachers. Some do all tech. stuff, others talk about what they did out of school more than school relate stuff, and others juat act extremely obnoxious.

read the post i have that is titles ( all about me) i think, then u’ll no about me. Feel free to read my writing, it lets u into my thoughts!!!!

cant wait to communicat more!!!!!

i’m sick of being in observation, because of one misenderstanding

when i write it is passion

not a suicide note

i feel like i am in an institution

a cell, with a camera 24.7

let me be, or i will close up and not talk to any of you

the pain i feel i can handle on my own

leave me the  alone

i caused some of this, so i can deal wih all of it

you have no idea what im not telling you, and never will

my thoughts are mine, not for sharing

leave me be

just go away

i will not open up to any of you

you know the secret i hide horribly

you act as if there is none

the blood drips as i think of how it could be

i would tell you to your face, but it would make no change

you ask why there are tears streaming down my face

why don’t you ever care why i am dying

i will not be here much longer

enjoy me while youhave me

you will regret the things you forgot to do and say

just aknowledge that you see my pain, and you will try again

you know the truth but act as if i am the same

can you see the girl in the corner

looking through the crowd to see you

you saw the laughs, but not the tears

everyone crowded around, but noone knew why there were tears

i need to know if there is a reason to stay

there needs to be a way to know what you’re thinking

please just give me a reason to stay

if you saw the tears you shouldd be able to give me a reason

can you see the girl right next to you

can you see me???

Everyone in my class just writes what we’re supposed to write and nothing else, can someone please wwrite something interesting. All of you guys just have the exact same thing. The MLK posts, the i wonder posts, and all of the other ones. theze blogs are getting boring. write something that has feeling, emotion, depth, and if you’re daring, maybe even alittle originality. ( sarcastic gasp) WRITE SOMETHING INTERESTING!!!!!!!!!

you used to be my everything

one tragedey and it desolves into the oblivion

now you sit back and watch as I ruin my self

you cannot stop it now, it is too late

the circomstances should’ve opened your eyes

it opened mine, and i will never be the same

i’ve done things that i neverr thought i would

but it all changed in one second

you wonder why i am the way i am the way i am

you did this to me

i used to be upbeat and bubbly

now i am hurt and not the same

just aknowledge me

thats all i ask

you did permanent damage that cannot be healed.

That is what you did to me

you are the one that used to make me thrive

now i just sit home and cry

we used to be so close

but now it is just an empty space

the darkness grows in the mist of our forgotten lives

we move on and try not to cry

leave the spot that we once loved

trying to forget the sorrow of it all

so, leave it all behind and don’t look back

it will never be the way it used to be

A person who has had a huge impression on my life is my grandmother. When I was younger i lived with her, and ever since, we have been really close. She is always there to talk to me when I can’t go to my parents, and is really fun to hang out with. She comes to every concert and play that i am in, even if she has to work. Also, we love going shopping and trying new restauraunts. My grandmother has helped me through everything and is always there for me.

I’ve always wondered what happens when you die. Kind of random random, but whatever. What do you think happens??

Which is the best break-up food??

1. cookie dough
2. brownie batter
3. ice cream
4. cookies
5. chocolate bars
6. cinamon bun
7. fast food
8. jell-o
9. pudding
10. pie/cake